Yeah one month is nothing much, I know HAHA !
Hopefully , even with all the stupid cock ups , you still did enjoy your day.



This picture wasn't taken today , HAHA ! We seldom take pictures huh.



We will take each day as it goes and I do really hope it will never end.
I am really trying very hard to be what you want , but I know I am still terribly failing at it.
I accept you for you being you. Your history doesn't matter to me at all.
I know your nature and I know it's like a paper trying to wrap around the fire.
This is a chinese saying. HAHA !
But I want to be your future.

It's not the dinner that matters , it's not the cost that matters , it's not whether I am full a not that matters.
All that matters is the company. Is you. Just you.


All the talks that we had. It gives us an overview of the relationship now.
But as you say , its just one month.
We are both still unsettled. It takes time to settle I guess.

Nevertheless , we are still going to work hard.
So that we will have no regrets if that day comes.
That thought has never crossed my mind. So , I really can't give you an answer on how I would react.
But to hear that it does not mean that I have lost you is good enough.
I will never want to lose you.
You are already imprinted in my life journal. You will always be part of it.

Happy 1st month baby. I love you.

I wanna grow old
with you ...

It's been quite some time since I felt such warmth.
This feeling is just soooo , emmmm , 'hard to describe'.
It's like , I am Mr Lonely no more. Mr Emo no more. HAHA !
I dunno what to say. Just really happy ba. =)

I wanna grow old
with you ...

So , finally got the FIRST taste of how izzit going to be like to be insulted.
It's okay , muddled old head as they say.
If you have the capability to make yourself a millionaire , it would be a joke that you can't teach your own family member primary school maths.
Stop watching TV man , it's not productive. HAHA !

So yeah , don't worry , I already know what to expect when I signed up for the package. HAHA !




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It was a memorable day for me.
Hope I didn't disappoint. HAHA !



Be brave ! We can do it together baby.




I do realise this is just the beginning.
There will be more challenging obstacles in the future.
But let all these be 'tests' to our relationship.
We will take them on one by one.






Never give up hope baby , never.

I wanna grow old
with you ...

Simple and sweet. That's just what it really felt.
Every single moment with you means the world to me.
So even a 20 min bus ride is still like 1/3 of the world to me ?! HAHA !
Such nights are going to be rare , that's why I treasure it so much.

I wanna grow old
with you ...

It has been 2 and a half years since I first got to know you.

From no link , we became acquaintances , then became partners , then became frustrations of each other , then became ignorance of each other , then became gossips girls of each other , then became close friends , and even closer , and later best of friends , and lastly , best of friends forever. BFF as they say.

For this 2 and a half years , we have been through a lot.
I was there for you when you had problems , you were there for me when I had my share.
I am glad that it is after 2 and a half years then we decide to take it a step further.
I believe that the 2 and a half year 'warm-up' that we had would warm up our muscles enough to last this life journey.
Also , it made us realise that we have been an important 'somebody' in the other person's life that cannot be missing and would not want it to be missing.

'I wanna grow old with you'. This phrase I shall always remember.
But I know along this journey , there will be numerous obstacles and obstructions.
I just had a little taste of it yesterday.
But if we allow our bonds to be so easily broken , then it would not be a testimonial to our relationship and even our strong friendship.
No matter what happens , all we need is to have faith.
Trust and belief is what we should have on each other.
We are both still learning along this road. We will pick up vast knowledge as we go.

So, is this it ? My heart tells me it is.
My brain receives the message from my heart and is making me do the actions that I am doing and going to do. HAHA !
We are both entering uncharted waters in our own ways.
But let's ride the waves together , hand in hand.
Beneath the horizon lies our 'peanuto' land.

I love you.

I wanna grow old
with you ...

Hello Singapore , I am back from Genting !
And I brought back a whole bag of experience , thoughts , feelings and FOOD with me !





Even though there wasn't a whole lot of things to do in Genting ,
it was the company that I thoroughly enjoyed !
I enjoyed :
- My stay with Jermaine in our room 14934.
- The talks we had when we just couldn't fall asleep due to 'disturbance' at night.
- The guys lame banters and jokes when we are together.




- The rides that we took , even though I fell sick after that.
- My life-threatening , 10 storey high , SPACE OUT ride with 'Jessie and Kester' which certified me as a MAN.
- The red, sunburnt faces after our day at the theme park.
- Seeing Jermaine and Eugene 'fighting' it out for a certain Swee Ting.
- And Aloysius always trying to KS.
- Threatening to find all kinds of ways to cook that rabbit in class and eat it. HAHA !
- Planning for Xiang Ting's birthday.
- Waiting for 2 hours for her to arrive at the scene.
- And seeing how touched she was when she got surprised.
- The bitches' damn funny 'chuckling' face.
- Nurul's damn unique sense of humour.
- Kester's slow integration into our class.
- The gossip talks the small group of us (Jermaine, Aloysius, Kester, Eugene, Huiqing, Swee Ting and me) had.




- The card game we played that caused us to laugh until our stomachs and mouths hurts !
- The Speedy Woodpecker, the Professor Ridwan, the Apa Rico , the WOO WOO WOO by Swee Ting , the golden finger by Swee Ting (pointed to Eugene).
- The last minute shopping and being late for the bus.
- Jessie's out-of-nowhere 'interference', but it twisted the story around.





- That lovely 10 mins I had. (Sometimes you just wished that time would come to a standstill, this was a period I wished it had happened.)
- The eyes that speaks a thousand words and the winks.
- That 'muacks' gesture ( I still remember okay!)
- And everything I got.





I said that this was a trip of tests and it was truely testing.
Bonds are formed and strengthened.
Ahead of us is a new chapter and I hope the experience in Genting will help to bring us forward.
No matter what happens in the future, treasure what we have now.
Let's work hard together and write our future.

I wanna grow old
with you ...